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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!! :D

this is what im feeling now.








yup. actually, i dont feel a thing at all.

u make me sick.

ARGH!!!! i hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!! please please.... stop it.. STOP IT! i cannot stand it anymore. u made me cry when u asked me that.. i hate you i hate her.. everything's my fault, im not trying to do anything and stuff?! open ur eyes.. since u said that then FINE. i know i hurt u i hurt her i hurt lots of people alright?! i said SORRY. just leave, go away..

dfsgfndkhj mt;mhj gdmg kdjbhildjbhilkgjh bkland'kjlve dewmufrhr hvgb vb. whats ur fucking problem?! only u can be troubled is it?! ARGH!!!! FORGET IT FORGET IT. thats all? thats it, I LEAVE. I GIVE UP. and bye, good luck in ur life. or whatever.. im so hurt.

stupid frog. be happy

we shouldn't infuse other people's feelings and make it our own. things will go haywire.. i dont wanna say how i feel right now, although im absolutely sure of it. but things are difficult.. for now. i don't feel good.. no i don't.
i can't breathe properly anymore.. i need space. seriously i do.. who says people don't change? they do.. i did. so... i wanna get all this shit out of my life asap.

i don't know what i want anymore.
i give up. should i?

yes yes.. today is the day ya? but im not excited at all! so dead now.. i mean what im feeling is like so.. mono... whats wrong with you people?! making things so complicated. irritating me time and time again. was damn upset last night and i had no one to turn to. i broke down after that and what did i get? nosebleeding! everything's like going against me. why must i be short, why must i always give in. and why do people always make people feel bad about themselves?! i had enough. but im holding on. but why....

gonna meet my mum soon. eating my fave korean food. (: lightens my mood a little yup. i love food! guess almost my friends know that huh. well, i really hope we'll have fun today. i prayed to be happy every night.
will good dreams always turn out bad? is so, lemme have bad dreams every night.. "
im not making any sense here. cos i've lost all my senses..

stupid people.
fuck off.